nex

..hahaa
..how crap!!!
..bibwit sent me thiS.. kewl mSg..
..and it strikes me
.."heres the thing.. this is olways the reason behind my heartaches
.. its always me
. . why the relationship didn’t work well
..cause every time I’m in arelationship
..huh!!!! im olways attached to my past
..i always believed that second time around
..it will be more sweeter than ever
..but its not
..hahaha
..what a big looser!!!
..I always felt that I had a big letter L on my forehead..
..geeee* how bAd T.T
..it was always too late for me to realise
.. that i love that bustard
..when hes already GONE
..why is it always too late for me to notiCe
..why iS it the past i always lo0kiNg for?
..why i caNt accept the fact that they
..give uP oN me
..ive always made them cry
..made them unimportant unlove
..and unwanted
..the love they showd on me is wonderful
..on the firSt pLce
..ive hurt so many people un intentionally
..and now ive realized how it feels to be
..in that shoes
..its killing
..im so eeeeeeeeevil
..thats what casbear always telling me when we chat up

... heres the lyriCs for my
.. ficle minded hoLi shIt dumb stupiDmiND...


we belong together

..I didn't mean it
..When i said i didn't love you so
..I should have held on tight
..I never should've let you go
..I didn't know nothing
..I was stupid
..I was foolish
..I was lying to myself
..I could not fathom that i would ever
..Be without your love
..Never imagined i'd be
..Sitting here beside myself
..'cause i didn't know you
.. 'cause i didn't know me
..But i thought i knew everything
..I never felt
..The feeling that i'm feeling now
..Now that i don't
.. Hear your voice
..Or have your touch and kiss your lips
..Cause i don't have a choice
..Oh, what i wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side


..i olweis wanted my past to come back
..hoping
..trusting
..believing
..keeping the faith
..holding on
..for sumone
..even though ive been fooled and betrayed
..til the pain STOP
..til I can say
..finally
..i MOVED ON

but tnx anyweiS
"its beter 2hv NOBODY dan sumbody hu is half urs, half there or doesn't wana b there or is there and then suddenly DISAPEARS T.T

..niPz -'_'-